me: feels sad for literally 5 minutes
me: doesn’t go to school, calls into work, impulsively buys shit i don’t need, ruins all my relationships
(via bpd-gf)
y’all ever sit in a therapist appointment and just think “wow, turns out i’m really fucked up”
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(Source: vhsrentals, via bpd-gf)
resisting the urge to beg your fp for attention is the hardest thing ive ever done lol
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concept: i communicate with my fp about the problematic ways they treat me. i do not let my fear of abandonment cajole me into allowing people disrespect me.
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one of the worst things about BPD is having mood swings so intensely and such a fear of abandonment that you feel sick. you feel your head aching when you go to an extreme to another, you feel nauseous when someone does something minor that, for you, means that they will leave. you are constantly worried and constantly tired that sometimes getting out of bed hurts your entire body. bpd is not only mental symptoms.
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so apparently sleeping doesn’t make your problems go away. I woke up and everything still sucked. shocked and upset
(Source: meanplastic, via bpd-gf)
“Do you want to talk about it or be distracted from it” is honestly the best thing you can say to me when I say im sad/in pain etc.
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